My diary

Two days ago, he told he can change the air ticket when his actual flight has been rescheduled. I was puzzled as I have no idea when did he book the flight home on 28 April 2010. Probably to give surprise? I was not disappointed when he said he is not coming home anymore because I didn't expect him to give me surprise anyway.

A week ago, he has mentioned in the facebook that he wanted to come home for election. After SPR announced that Sibu will have by-election today, he was thinking of changing his flight to election day, instead.

My left brain thinks birthday usually means nothing to him what to say he loves politics. My right brain explains 28th is Wednesday but 16th is Sunday that he doesn't need leave.

Would I still be this upset:
1. If I'm not in bad mood today?
2. If he never mention about the air ticket in the first place?
3. If I'm also a good citizen to vote seriously like him?

I'm experiencing loneliness though having busy schedules and consequently had gained some weight because tend to eat more when the mood swing.

Looking forward something to kill boredom. Example:

Can I dance?

I did not plan this. But it was exactly a year ago I signed up for keyboard lesson. I decided to end this after finishing 3 books - electronic keyboard skill practices and one book - memorable folk hits.

Reflection: Learnt fingering chords, chord symbols and to play in different conventional instrument tones with variety of rhythms, tempi, styles and mood.


Switching to piano lesson, my teacher says I need lots of practices (probably she knows I'm lazy) because it's all about how fast and smooth my fingers can go. I'm not in any Grade since I learn for fun so she suggests I start off with some pieces and of course I chose romantic pieces instead.

I curiously flipped through my Romantic Sketchbook for Piano but to find some some boring titles such as Study in C, Lesson in F, Study in D, Lesson in C ...

my two years untouched piano